Bewilderment

I mentioned in the previous post that I was looking at a Tablet from Baha'u'llah during this Fast, but I didn't mention which on it was. My apologies. You can find it in Gleanings, number 14. Now I'm not going to analyze it and go over the entire piece in this blog. Not this time around. Instead, I'm going to look at passages that evoke memories for me, connections. This will be more self-reflective, based on the passage.

Today the part that really struck me was this:

Methinks that thou hast halted and movest not upon My Tablet. Could the brightness of the Divine Countenance have bewildered thee, or the idle talk of the froward filled thee with grief and paralyzed thy movement?

While it is easy to focus on the second part, the "idle talk of the froward", especially in these days of fast food media, I want to look at that first part, how the brightness can bewilder us.

As you can imagine, having spent so many years, decades at this point, studying the Iqan, I tend to go back to it quite a bit, so why should this be any different? In paragraph 27 of that book, Baha'u'llah makes an interesting point that is often overlooked. He says that He is sharing but "a dewdrop out of the fathomless ocean... so that the overpowering majesty of the Word of God may not prevent" us from recognition.

Here He is addressing the "Most Exalted Pen", and recognizes that it might be stilled due to the "brightness of the Divine Countenance". If the Pen itself could be bewildered, what hope have we?

I often reflect on how I came to recognition, what teaching the faith looks like to those who are not Baha'i, and how we can be more effective in spreading the vision given to us by Baha'u'llah.

As to the first part, I have always been fascinated with religion, ever since I was a wee little lad. I loved the stories, the regalia, the ceremony. But most of all the stories. It didn't matter which religion I was studying, it was the books that captivated me.

So, really, it's not difficult for me to get what Baha'u'llah is saying in that passage in the Iqan, for I can very easily imagine being so in love with the sacred Books of my faith that I would be blinded to anything else. In fact, I have a number of dear friends who are so in love with the teachings of Jesus and the Gospel that they could never look at anything else. And Baha'u'llah seems to recognize that. He understands it and forgives us for that. After all, how could He fault us for being blinded by "the overpowering majesty of the Word of God"? It's right there in the description: "overpowering".

This passage in the Tablet I'm meditating on these days is an echo of that. The light shining from the Word of God is so bright that it can be startling. And what happens? Usually we freeze. I can easily imagine the Divine Pen being shocked into stillness due to the "overpowering majesty of the Word of God". I can just picture the amused grin on Baha'u'llah's face as He writes this, filled with love and understanding. "Did the bright light surprise you? Alright, but don't let that stop you."

The next line, though, is a bit more of a warning.

That idle talk of those who just want to be contrary? Be careful not to let that stop your movement. Yes, we can grieve at the plight of the suffering, but that is precisely why we move. It is because of the grief we feel for them that we move to alleviate their suffering in the most effective way possible. But don't allow it to paralyze you.

Yes, the brilliance of the Writings does bewilder me. And yes, I do feel grief as I read the news from around this globe of ours. But it for precisely those reasons that I have made it a point to take the time and write about it more and show how these glorious Words can move us. That is why I have made it a point to write 100 articles this year alone, of which I have only 91 to go. And seeing as it's nearly Naw Ruz, I've fallen a bit behind.